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InsomniaSquared
Insomnia
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Current Main Project: CReate/Destroy

You can call me Insomnia! :heart: she/her

I often draw and paint. I really enjoy writing, so I do it often. I spend most of my time contemplating life and watching YouTube and anime.

If you wanna find out more about me go to my tumblr: nagisahazukiofficial.tumblr.com

Feel free to message me or send me asks. Just talk to me if you feel like it. I love getting questions and hellos from anyone. Ask me questions about my characters if you wanna :heart:
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i speak flower - fragments of us by InsomniaSquared
i speak flower - fragments of us
i got a prompt from a friend that was: "90s grunge vinyl album cover"
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I learned what shaky, sweaty, hands felt like

I learned that they felt the same under moonlight

As they did in the middle of the hall,

Knowing no one cared

That you loved this girl.

You love this girl.

You love her.

 

I found myself drawing a maze

Out of red lipstick.

Upon finding that I wasn't the one in it,

I smiled,

As I saw you walking clumsily into my heart,

Tripping over shards of glass

And crumpled lumps of paper.

 

I wanted you.

I wanted you to hold my jaw

With those shaky, sweaty, hands.

That fragile fleeting urge

Left me screaming into the fluff of my pillow

When no one else stirred,

Knowing no one cared

That I loved this girl.

I love this girl.

I love her.

 

I thought back to slumber parties;

Watching the female body

With a delicate eye.

Asking what I liked so much

About the curves of their bodies,

And the way they held themselves,

And the way that girls were so beautiful.

I thought back

To that red lipstick,

And how it was a sweet sentiment

To smear it on each other's lips

With a giggle caught between your teeth.

I wanted that red lipstick

On the collar of my shirt

Like a husband coming back from work

In the films we'd watch back then.

I thought “Why this girl?

Why did I get someone so perfect?

Someone made of shaky, sweaty, hands,

And sugar and spice,

And everything nice.

This flawless assemblage

Of a rolling-honey voice

And perfect moments caught at the tip of my tongue

Choking me softly as I try not to speak,

For fear of the words coming out discord,

Causing bloody ears to wish they were born in a silent world.

 

Pale lips under sleepy eye lids,

Speaking words with heavy shoulders.

Eyes that can’t keep eye contact,

Riddled with fear of broken harmonies,

And misplaced verbs and adjectives.

Miscommunication fixed with periods of silence.

Solidary thinking about the motley assignment

Of ourselves in these bodies and worlds.

We both get lost somewhere

As we begin to think about red lipstick.

And sleepovers.

And shaky, sweaty, hands

Inching closer to what seems like our comforting demise.

Metaphorical suicide in our heads that sang siren songs.

Melodious tunes that hit that

Silent self-destruct lost somewhere between our

Voices and our mouths.

 

I felt the moment you found the end of that maze.

You crept slowly, silently into my heart.

Sleepy angel after your long journey,

Went to sleep in my heart, lying down gently.

Eternal sleep,

Unaware of how long you’ll be staying here.

 

Journal History

So, I uploaded all the pages that I had. I already did sketches for the pages up to 20. I'll be doing the comic digitally now, so it will be a whole lot easier. I won't be able to do anything since I have to worry about high school applications/auditions, and FBAs are starting up. I will definitely begin it though! Please trust me. 

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EsotericHeart Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2014
i am so very late, but thank you for the watch. ♥
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Whyles Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the watch. :meow:
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Arrhobaz Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch Insomnia :)
Have a nice day !
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DylanSeto Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2014  Student Artist
Hey~~

Just wanted to thank you for the fave!

Also, since I'm currently focusing on music, I was wondering if you'd be interested in supporting me in that endeavor of mine?

If you are, I can link you to where you can find that stuff!
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HesterTatnell Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch :) xx
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Billygre Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
oh my god I love your poetry
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KanchanCollage Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014   Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch! :iconpinklilyplz:
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Milk-and-Pie Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much for the watch, lovely! Rose

Sorry for the late thanks. :ashamed:
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AmineShow Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thx for the fave
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CristianaLeone Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014
Hi!! :D Thanx a lot for the :+devwatch:!! Much appreciated! :la:
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